when looking at the future, I often find myself examining the past.

I’m not sure if this is good or bad.

there is a danger of looking at the past too much and forgetting to be in the present.

and there is a danger of looking at the past too much and feeling so much loss… that the future becomes dim.

so many times I feel like I finally have my life together… only to find the next moment that I am so far from having it all together.

so very far.